As we were preparing for this trip, the main scripture that we were focusing on was from Romans 12: 1,2.
"Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God-this is your spiritual act of worship. Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is-His good, pleasing and perfect will."
Our prayers were focused on what God's will was for this camp [and for these kids] and how we could all experience Him. Personally, I was praying that we would all get past our fears of living up to the expectations that are put on us by our families, friends, and others, and just find a place where we are so comfortable in who are are in the LORD that He would then begin to show us truly who He wants us to be. Grace is not about being good enough. In fact, it seems to me that we focus so much on earning grace that it's hard for us to just accept it and take it for what it really is... amazing, unconditional, perfect, etc,.
It was super cool when we got here and started really talking through the way the week was going to progress, and found out that we're studying in Malachi this week. We learn in Malachi that the priests we not offering perfect sacrifices to the Lord. The people would bring a perfectly good lamb to the priests to offer and the priest would keep the good lamb for himself and take one of his gimp lambs and offer that one instead. Isn't that kind of what we [I] do? Jesus is the spotless lamb and He [and only He] could and did take away our sins. He was the perfect sacrifice and through Him the wrath of God was sufficed. But in our daily lives, how often do we give less that what we really should to God? And I'm guilty of this too. I think it comes down to us just not trusting God enough to really take care of us. We think we need to do things on our own. And why? When have I ever been able to do anything on my own without completely screwing it up? Let me think...never! If it really were up to me, I'd probably lying in some ditch somewhere shriveled up because of all the stupid decisions I've made over the course of my life. Praise the God of the universe that it's not up to me and that my life is NOT in my hands! I'll sing a million "hallelujahs" because of that!
At one point last night, Mike [the speaker] quoted a line from a John Mark McMillan song. The basic premise of the line was that, in the old testament, the priests were offering up the equivalent of rent each time they made a sacrifice. They were paying rent. Now, by the amazing Grace and Love of the Father, the house has been paid for IN FULL! No more paying rent, the mortgage has been covered; totally, completely, finally.
So, let's stop trying to do things to earn God's love. Let's stop trying to do things on our own. Let's give God all that we have [not blemished offerings but OUR WHOLE LIVES] and trust Him completely to take care of us. I am praying that this week we can leave here with a whole new perspective of who God is; that we could encounter Him and experience Him so much this week that we'd even look like different people by the time this week is over.
More to come...
-Andy-